07 February, 2010

Half the amount of CNY goodies at home. But I have no time to eat them :(

Me: I want do facial! My face everyday give the sun shine more pimples come out, complexion getting worst.
Mummy: Let's do it together next week! Mine too.
Cool mother of mine. Loves.

06 February, 2010

I think I'm a supergirl. I work 7days a week C-O-N-S-E-C-U-T-I-V-E since 17th Jan till now and going on... Power not?

Adaptation

There are times when I cant decide whether to see you or not, I want to see you because I miss you but there are times when I dont want to see you because everytime I do, the fact that you dont see me the way that I see you hurts me even more.
The weirdest thing happened the other morning. I woke up with tears in my eyes and one rolling down my cheek and I knew I must have been dreaming of you again.
I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there, I'm not supposed to wonder where you are and what to do, I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.
You're not worth the tears, you're not worth the heartache. I don't know why I give you the time. You're not worth the pain, you're not worth the emptiness. I don't know why I wish you were mine. I'm sorry for crying over you. But I didn't promise you that, because I knew it would be a promise, I would never be able to keep.

I'm trying really hard not to cry over you because every tear is just one more reminder that I don't know how to let you go.
It's only after someone is gone do you realize how much you miss them...
My friends are always telling me to move on, to give up. But why? Why should I? They don't see you the way that I see you. They don't look into your eyes and see the world. Why would they understand? They can't possibly imagine what it means to look at your best friend and see all their hopes and dreams come true. I wish for once, just once, they could walk a mile in my shoes. But they wouldn't need to walk that far, they would just take one step and suddenly, they would take back every bit of 'getting over you' advice they had ever given me and realize you're my life, you were meant for me, and that moving on or giving up is simply not an option.
You never really stop loving someone. You just learn to try to live without them.